Things have been bad for the last few months. It was bad before that too, but not as much.
I’ve been ill. Things started happening that I didn’t understand. I went from being able to comfortably run for 10, 15, 20km to barely being able to run 5, then 3. Then I stopped. It was easier while I tried to work out what was wrong. I haven’t run for 371 days.
For my birthday this year I was given an activity tracker. I am going to start again. I miss running. I miss feeling tired. I miss it.